hi everyone! i like to keep things kind of private, so please leave a comment & i'll add you back.
some entries are public so that you can get an idea of what i'm like :)

i think i need to try harder.
at everything.

i am so stuck on this paper. i have no idea what to write. i don't know where to start. all i know is i'm doing it on dionysus. that's it.

i don't like school.

by the way, this is due tuesday.

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i have no backbone.

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today i smiled because i bought a little girl's tiara. it kind of made me wish i was 8.

when sleep finally comes to me, my dreams are full of angry men and crying babies.
i don't understand the connection, all i know is that when i awake again my head feels split open and everything is exposed.

i trick myself into thinking i have nothing to say, that this book is empty because of a void in my mind, a void in my so-called creativity. it's hard to imagine my life without words, meaningful words, so this absence has made me fearful. fearful of a lot of things: of myself, of my life, of this journal. i cannot live this life in fear, as i've ( Read more... )

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