Well, lets see....I'm bla right now. Thinking about stuff. I'm sure most people make mistakes, but sometimes when people make big moral mistakes its hard to recover from them. That's why sometimes I just want to "Breakaway" and move out west where no one knows me, live on a big ranch with horses, no tv :-) too much of a distraction, and hopefully ( Read more... )

"Can you feel the love tonight, feel the evening breeze..." Lion King.....:-) sweet song. I'M SO EXHAUSTED right now. While at Cody's I kept falling asleep most of the time. sigh. i'm so in love... Its been a long day, I think I did decent on my test amazingly. So Cody and I just watched tv all night and later sat on the swing outside. So relaxing ( Read more... )

so i totally have a test at 9:30 that I am pretty sure I am going to fail. Because i haven't attempted studying until last night at work, which i definately didn't get finished with. Ppl told me it would be hard, going to school and working. and i was like yea it will be. but it hasn't been, except staying awake in class when i actually go. ( Read more... )

There is so much I wanted to say, sigh. but so much is plaguing my mind at this point, i don't know if I will be able to make it. and considering i so need to go to sleep after working last night. it was a very very very long night, to say the least ( Read more... )

I feel really crappy right now. Mentally and physically. Mostly physically though. Not satisfied w/my life right now. Very happy with Cody, but other stuff not so much. So much i want to change about myself. But i get so mentally worn out, sometimes physically with the lack of sleep. But mostly its a mental thing. I am not putting enough effort ( Read more... )

Its in a movie.. anyway, Sooo tonight has been good. Went to Cody's around six oclock and watched him work-oh what fun, then played with a baby at danielles>so cute. i love babies. then watched cody work some more, then eat, then watched him work out too. "patience is a virtue". "all good things come to those who wait ( Read more... )

Considering I am in a much better mood than sunday night I can now write about my weekend. FRIDAY: Girls Night out was AWESOME...I know I kinda betrayed the "girls night out" part at first, but later it was better :-). I had lots of fun bonding w/u guys!!! Saturday Danni and I didnt' do much of anything except chill...and color. :-) we were going ( Read more... )

Why Women Are Crabby ( Read more... )

As we all know, harry and stefanie have had many ups and downs, more downs than anything. more tears and wanting to move out or die in the past five years or so than ever needed in my life. its always somethign. tonight harry pushed it to far. "he said what would ur daddy think of you not going to church. lord what would he say. he would be so ( Read more... )

WHAT'S WRONG W/ME? I'm in a really weird mood. I don't know. I am really quiet and stuff today and yesterday. Just kinda reflecting on life and such. I want to go back to costa rica... away from reality and the hussle and bussle of life. Too much to do. Motivation? Where's the happy Stefanie? ahh thinking too much the past two days. Who's fault is ( Read more... )