Its not fucking fair hes not suppose to have to go through this , hes young he should be able to enjoy his life like everyone else his age , so ya know what if there is god or some higher being out there fuck you and what you've done he doesn't deserve this no one does . He just wants to live his life like a normal person and seemed that what was ( Read more... )

I'm best mother fuckin mood now because I got a job bitches! It was as easy 1 2 3 , I called to check up on my application and they were like oh yes we'd like to offer you a posisition and I was like in shock for a little while and then I was like so you mean I got the job , and they were like yep you got the job. So yeah rock on.

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Hey everyone I just got back from the fair here it was really fun , because it ctually wasn't windy. Oh I have a new fav song, its called Elan and the ocean , you think I'm joking I'm so not. My friends and I went to the fair like I said and there was this band playing and they were kind of band that kind of made up songs as they go , and they ( Read more... )

Hey everyone not a lot going on here I haven't updated this thing for a mad long time , and I was like oh wow I kinda miss writing on it so yeah. I was looking back at my old entries , and I never really noticed how much I make reference to being black or gangsta, but yeah I really do mention it alot. Theres one particular where I refer to ( Read more... )

I'm starting to wonder wether Santa Barbara is the right place for me , I just don't feel 100% comfortable here . I just really don't think its the right place for me. So I'm playing with idea of coming home and going to Cerro Coso and then transfering to a four year. Ya know have time at home to to really get a good head on my shoulders, I just ( Read more... )

Well last night was fun I got in around 12:30ish , it was my friend Sara's birthday so we all got wasted, I'm not going to lie. I've found with vodka in my system I'm much more willing to dance. I made a lot of drunk phone calls left some messages and what not,ah good times. I sang songs as we walked to the party it was great fun, well I'm going ( Read more... )

I have never been so angry in my entire life my fucking wallet was stolen off my own god damn coffee table, by one of my roommates sketch friends. I cannot even begin to understand why anyone would do that because I would never in a million years ever do something so fucked up. I swear people better not get on my nerves tonight because I will ( Read more... )