Lalalala.
I am not even really sure how to start this entry off. My mood is really weird because I am not really able to put a word to describe it. I am not happy nor sad. I am not okay nor great nor really bad. I just am, and it's the oddest feeling. I guess I would have to say I am more of a happy mood than a sad mood. It is more like... I have a ( Read more... )

Don't you just love how some songs remind you of people or places or things that happened? Ohh. I absolutely love it. I put my Itunes on suffle and it landed on "Falling Asleep" by Tegan&Sara. It's so weird that I remember this, but I was listening to Tegan&Sara on the way back to Lawrence from Door County. And like, now everytime I hear some of ( Read more... )

I really feel like my stomach is going to start cramping and my heart is going to explode. I feel sosososo gross. I just went to the movies with Alicia, even though I really felt "blah" and like I did not want to do anything. I went because A.] I love hanging out with Alicia and knew that once I was around her I would not still feel like "blah" B.] ( Read more... )

I do not know what to do with myself.

I just know that I am incredibly tired, and I want to dance a lot.
I want to get up and do something.
I want to talk to someone.
I want to sit with a group of friends... and do nothing.
I want to not be here... doing nothing.
I want to dance.
I want to give someone a hug.
I want to sleeep, but not quite yet.
I want to ( Read more... )

What an exhausting week.

Tuesday. yuckyuckyuck.
Wednesday. sleepsleepsleep.
Thursday. thingsgetresolved.

I am just... so incredibly tired.
Hopefully I get to talk to Danneka tomorrow though.
Well, tomorrow night anyhow.
That would be quite nice, and
I really need to figure out if I will be joining her and Julie on Sunday.
dangit.

I suck...

Well, it's 8:01. ( Read more... )

                    Ghosts in the photograph 
               never lied to me.

I'd be all of that 
                    I'd be all of that.

A false memory 
                    would be everything. 
                    A denial my eliminent.

What was that for? 
                    What was that ( Read more... )

hey you know what guys?
i do not care how much it burns and stings when i do it.
i am going to keep eating these goddamn cookies because they are good.
although, this morning i almost died from choking on one.

anyhow, the glands in my throat are almost swollen completely shut and feel like they are going to bleed when i swallow.
this is worse than ( Read more... )

hey. my name is molly and i am a walking disease.

i have mono.
my blood tests came back,
"bad news" mom said.
the highest level for liver plate is 32.
my liver plate is showing off.
it's at 200.
basically... i am dying.

ughhhhhhhhhhh.

so, how is everyone? exams, eh?!

journalism exam tomorrow.
math and lit. exams wednesday.
biology on thursday.
history and ( Read more... )

"I wish I could live free.
I hope it's not beyond me.
Settling down takes time.
One day we'll live together,
and life will be better.
I have it here yeah in my mind.
Baby, you know someday you'll slow.

and baby, my heart's been breaking

I gave a lot to you.
I take a lot from you too.
You slave a lot from me.
Guess you could say I gave you my edge.

But I can't ( Read more... )

I hate to do this, but I am going to sound bipolar compared to the last entry I did.

I loveeeeeeee today so much. It is beautiful outside. It is like 50 degrees and sunny and just beautifulll! Or, well, as I look outside I see it is getting dark, which is so not fabulous. But, today when Lindsey took me home from school, it was cool. Not cold. Just ( Read more... )