I feel like the biggest loner ever.

I have friends - Anna, Jacob, Alex, Vally, Alicia, Irina, Sasha, etc. I love them all very much. However, I still really feel like a loner [because well only one of those people lives in a 10 minute radius from my home]. I  suppose I just feel like I need more attention in a friendship given my emotional status ( Read more... )

A lot of people have been posting entries in their myspaces or blogs or even their livejournal about how much they have changed in the past year. I do not really know if I changed much as a person. A lot has happened to me since last New Years. A year ago today Danneka, Mairead and myself were all really good friends. A year ago today, I was still ( Read more... )

So, I posted three new pictures on my myarea and simply asked my besterest bud, Alicia aka Leash to comment them, since she had not. Ahem... the conversation...

thehopelandic: hey
thehopelandic: just so you know
thehopelandic: i vote you comment on my new photos, because we are like bffsomgzlolz
holy matlock: whore.
thehopelandic: i know.
thehopelandic: ( Read more... )

Hellogoodbye concert last night.


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school was good.
sam is my bud and makes school good.

home was shitty at first.
then I called danneka.
she made my day so soo good.
then I called jacob.
he makes me life good.
yes.

well, him saying "kitty" and talking about his beard makes me life good.

i'm gunna be alright just maybe.

I really need to talk to someone. No. I need to talk to someone who cares so probably Lauren. I have just made this totally awesome observation which in a way makes me feel happy because I am not stressing about it anymore. But, it's also kind of not good because well, something has to be wrong with it. Social problems ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? I have no idea where to start. I did a lot of things that I have never done before. examples: drank a lot of alcohol, went through a really bad depression, fell in love, uhhh... a lot of things.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?  I never make ( Read more... )

Well, where do I start?
I figured that not blogging is totally stupid of me. I love reading old journals and thinking "Holy fuck, I am/was so lame." I need something to read though. It's weird though because I never really thought of journaling as anything other than letting out my thoughts. The thing is that writing everything down doesn't only get ( Read more... )

This is all.

I wrote the first 3 poems today, the next a month ago or so, and the last two are two of my favorites that I have written ( Read more... )