not much to post about at the moment. for the time being, i am probably just going to be going through the motions. kind of a wait and see on too many things that are occuring in my life. this time i should be prepared to do a better job of excercising some patience then i have in the past. it's not like i don't have enough practice waiting ( Read more... )

patience. i guess i have hit a point where i need to work on mine. seriously ( Read more... )

the waiting is the hardest part, and i've been doing a lot of waiting lately.

i've been doing fairly well lately. still a bit bummed, burned out from time to time, but nothing major. a big part of the let down is expectations that i put on myself and fail to share with those close to me. if i could only manage to put into words what i am trying to do, then i would probably find greater support from the people around me. ( Read more... )

i decided to take a break from trying to create any new artwork the other day. then i got a call from a friend that reminded me that my break should have been over the last couple of months and not now. oh well. i'll figure a balance soon enough. my real problem is figuring out what works and what doesn't. lately i've felt actual pressure from ( Read more... )

and this thing keeps rolling.

i took the first of four html courses last night at leisure learning. tonight will be the lab. yes, i am a fool and do not know html. it has slowly sunk in that this is probably one of the key reasons why i have not been happy with the course of my graphics career. i have fought long and hard resisting doing any web design or anything web based ( Read more... )

without getting into much detail, things are beginning to balance out once again.

feeling like i am out of gas and that i have been defeated. realizing that by not updating my graphics software at home and working for people that fail to do the same, that i have steadily fallen behind in the times. i am aware that may not totally be the case, but at least that is how i feel at the moment. it is frustrating. not sure what to ( Read more... )

kate and i were finally able to move back to the highland village/galleria area. we've been so much happier for it ( Read more... )