Life is crazy. I had a "talk" with j.baby about our futures and...we almost ended it rite then and there cries. But we didn't. I know I'm flawed, but I really love him. His family will always come first and I understand that. But it's my fault too. I should've been better, been more available. Open relationships are key. And not to listen to what ( Read more... )

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Did anybody see my new MTV Video Music Awards commercial with Diddy, Nicole Richie, Ying Yang Twins, & Fat Joe?!?

My lines - One time, Diddy threw a party on a jet flying all over the world. Now, it started on a Tuesday and ended on the previous Sunday...I don't know how he did that.

I AM SO BORED. My hand is fine, could somebody PLEASE explain that to Mr. Torre and Captain Donny? He won't listen to me and I'm not a watcher. I'd rather be out on the field but hey, food is my friend and Tino has skittles.

My thumb really is fine, just shaky and I better be in the lineup tomorrow ;-)

Ok I have a story to tell you. My stories arent always fun...they usually suck - but I have a story.

Ok so I have this friend - well, person - that I care about but they don't think I do. And I don't even know if they care about ME anymore. This friend - oops, person may actually hate me. But I always feel that they dont because of what they do ( Read more... )

I'm so psyched. I have to pick up j.baby for his surprise birthday date! He's Latin and you cant pass the clubs out here so I'm taking him to Excalibur. It's going to be so much fun. I don't like to dance in public but I'll do it for him. I also found him a bat used by Roberto Clemente...don't ask I have my sources ( Read more... )

Hey. I'm bored. I'm waitin in the car for Bernie. He's really nervous and he almost threw up the same place Sheff did. He made me pick one of those stupid tabloids for her that usually make up worthless shit about me I love Us Weekly and Cosmopolitan and a chick flick. Wtf? Bern you owe me. OMG I love Under the Tuscan Sun and Pretty WomanI had a ( Read more... )

In honor of our Lord Mantle #7...

PARTY AT SHEFF'S. I'll pick anyone up but someone either drives me home or finds me a cab.

Nice win tonite, only 4.5 behind now.

People always say 'Oh Derek's the captain, he's never pissed off and always classy and respectful. He's never been suspended blahblahblah.'

It's time for me to vent on here... I won't lie to you. I won't. I'm really pissed off. When the bullpen's almost flawless we provide no offense. When we have the offense we don't have the bullpen. I'm pissed ( Read more... )

Hm we lost to the ChiSox this series. Proctor's up tomorrow. j.baby's over and he won't answer your calls anymore Proctor. Give up. I love chocolate. Jared's supposed to be up next week but Pavano's out of the picture ( Read more... )