I now have a two week old baby pet chicken. She's so small that she's standing on the keys of my keyboard and they aren't typing all sorts of random letters. Her name is Cleo because she's got a yellow head with black stripes coming from her eyes.

Here's to another ten years of having a chicken as a pet.

Confidence is attractive. No one wants to be around a sad self-loathing person. It's as if they're diseased.

Ug. So disappointing. I tried to record the band today but I didn't hit the right button and two hours worth of work didn't get saved. I know that everyone tries to be patient with me while I set the stuff up. Hopefully I'll get another chance soon - recording makes me happy.

It's been a rough few days. As of Sunday I quit all the junk food, take out and soda. It was getting out of hand. I weigh more now than ever. But now I'm pretty motivated to change all that. I did it once - I got myself down to 25 pounds less than I am now ( Read more... )

2010.... Instead of writing resolutions, I'm just going to write what I want regardless of the chance of it happening ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting bored. Work is an 8-hour snorefest, and when I get home I pretty much just stare at my laptop mindlessly. I'd like to write songs but I think I psyche myself out and can't do it ( Read more... )

Today I was contemplating different forms of perception, like how we all see through different eyes on to this world. This world, whatever it is.... I don't want to see things the way I do. I don't want to feel things the way that I do. Life feels flat, mechanical. Like math. I want life to feel like candle light on a cold night, like falling into ( Read more... )

It's sort of sad coming home and looking at the clock to see how many hours of sleep I can sneak in before Ona comes home. I have four hours to myself and all I want to do is sleep. I could probably write a song a day if I was awake and alert. And then I feel like all I do is work and sleep. Not good ( Read more... )

Confidence is running at an all-time high. The CD release show went very well in my opinion, which makes me even more excited about the future. Having the room packed with an enthusiastic crowd made it very easy for me to rock out throughout the entire show ( Read more... )

Started on a regimen of improving my bass skills. I go on youtube and find something to learn. It's been going well. Some day I might even think I'm good at it ( Read more... )