Does anyone use Pownce? I'm on there now. http://www.pownce.com/mumpstylin

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I dreaming I was in a car with some other people. I'm pretty sure the driver was my mom. We were driving around doing something I do no recall. We drove onto a metal beam bridge of some sort and I just knew something was wrong. The water level was right below the bridge so only a layer of metal beams kept us from falling in. My mother just kept ( Read more... )

I officially filed for divorce today.

Rules: Someone writes a blog with seven weird/random facts about themselves. Then, at the end of the blog he/she tags seven of their friends by listing their names. These people then need to write their own blogs with seven facts about themselves and these rules stated clearly. It is also required that you leave a comment on the new tag-ees pages, ( Read more... )

From my experiences in my life and from hearing other people's testimonies, I've drawn a conclusion: I need to get the hell out of northwest Indiana.

The date: August 1st 2008.

To where? I don't know yet. I plan on visiting friends in different cities around the U.S. And A. I'm going to soak up the environment and see what's going on there. I shall ( Read more... )

When I was in a relationship, I had this feeling in my chest that I was complete. The feeling was like my chest was strong and full. When I was away from the relationship and after it ended, I got this feeling that I wasn't complete. My chest felt open, wounded and weak.

For the first time in many, many months, I'm feeling like my chest is strong ( Read more... )

Every time I am interested in posting a blog, I end up deleting it. I slip in and out of feelings and moods constantly now-a-days.

Slowly but surely, I'm starting to get my life back. Sure, I still get those bad days where I would love nothing else but to curl up and die, but those are becoming further and further apart. The intense lows aren't so intense anymore. The good days seem to be brighter. I'm starting to go whole days without thinking awful thoughts about myself or ( Read more... )

After reflecting on my last entry and making myself miserable for a while, I've decided to try my best to fight this feeling of loneliness. I was taking a shower yesterday and I was thinking to myself "why am I torturing myself with the fact I'm not in a relationship?" I couldn't really answer that back. Why was I doing this to myself? There's no ( Read more... )

I wish I could overcome or control this feeling. I've been getting myself down over this for a while now. I just can't shake this thought of being lonely. Since the last entry, I've slipped back into some sort of funk. All I've been thinking about is some sort of relationship with someone. I just want to feel close to someone again. Its getting bad ( Read more... )