I don't know if its just the winter blues or what but my morale has been down for a while. Maybe its just how adulthood is but I'm feeling just bland about life. It seems like every day is exactly the same anymore. I couldn't tell you the date because I only know whether or not I work this day. Time flies by. January passed by like a snap. I go to ( Read more... )

Well 2007 is over. It hasn't been the best year but it hasn't been the worst year. It did start out on a low, where I was still living with Karyn two months after our breakup. I was starting to get really depressed. Around the end of January, I decided to make plans to move in with Natalie to get away from Karyn (heh). I further spiraled in ( Read more... )

1. A Day To Remember - For Those Who Have Heart
The first album of the list to be released in 2007. Its a blend of metalcore and pop-punk. That makes is so so great is the absurd cheeseyness of it all. I find myself singing along with the silly lyrics. it also helps that the singer goes from growl to falsetto in most songs. Its fun to listen and act ( Read more... )

You know, the past two days have been really shitty to me. A bunch of crap piled up on me at once and I just cracked. I got over-emotional. I came to realize though, that, of course, you are going to have your good days and bad days. Some days just are going to be shitty. Some days are going to be amazing. Can't have the sweet without the sour, ( Read more... )

I'm sad and alone and drunk and had to work with a bunch of fucking addicted gamblers all day and I made my friend sad and the dogs just puked all over me and i'm laying on the floor crying. Worst. Thanksgivng. Ever.

After 4 years, I finally met up with the lovely Brooke Gunther for the weekend. My words simply cannot describe how epic the weekend was ,

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I went to Karyn's 24th birthday party on Friday. It was such a strange feeling. It felt like something just...hit me while I was there.

She seems so much different to me now. We've been broken up for 13 months now but she's always been around. Since I've moved to Highland, I see her less and less. I've been finally letting go my hold on her. Since ( Read more... )

The winter blues are already setting in. As much as I enjoy the cold weather, I always have a sense of sorrow inside me. I've already gained 15 pounds from a ridiculous food intake. Any periods of joy and happiness are immediately followed by somber and blah. I'm not looking forward to the next 4 months.

I made a Halloween Mix CD. If you are still craving scary tunes the day after, download this. These 13 songs creep me out. Give them a shot and tell me what you think of them. :)

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