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Writer's Block: Me Behind The Wheel
i pull my cap down low. i hunker down and i crank miss leslie feist. i let the bass reverb through my bones. i look at other drivers with a chin jutting look of defiance and smug indifference. the car is an extension of my being. it sucks down to the road as i accelerate, handling like a submissive lover who knows how to give when i push. ( Read more... ) -
all things quantum
i want to go back to school and completely blow the doors wide open on the furthering of my education. man i am completely in lust with quantum mechanics. i absolutely adore physics. man. chemistry rocks it pretty hard too though. chemical engineering, or for that matter, quantum mechanical engineering would just be fucking rad as hell.
i am ( Read more... ) -
never the twain shall meet
i am wondering if it is a betrayal to still feel deeply about someone from your past, despite being with the person you have pledged your life and your love to. i am also wondering if in fact i have ever truly believed in such a notion as 'soulmates'. i used to believe in it when i was quite young and naive. i used to think that there was ( Read more... ) -
don't bother. i'm not
i'm really unsure of the point of it. really. what the fuck is the point?! i can't stand the loneliness. i can't stand it here. i can't stand being in my head. i really hate this world, there is nothing left in this world that isn't ruined. fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... ) -
aw geeZ
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tourettes
gah! skibbadibba! muzmuzmuz! frickitydoodaah!!!
sometimes I wish I had tourettes. Not to make light of a serious condition here, but sometimes I bottle everything in so badly that even when I want to get it out, I can't. The words can't be formed or coaxed out-I feel extremely numb. I wish I could let my frustrations out slowly, yet timely... ( Read more... ) -
in the middle and left out
In the end its always loneliness that creeps in under the door, flooding across the floor as fast as a bone-chilling winter draft. Gripping you, seizing you, demoralizing and disrobing you, taking hold of your heart and squeezing it until there is nothing left in your chest but the cold and posessive ache that is paralyzing you. This is not ( Read more... )