New journal.
Add it so i have some friends?
its feeling awfully lonely.
and i promise its more interesting than this one was.

muddled_letters

thanks.

Livejournal V.s myspace.

Tell me.

Lucy is asleep in the cage next to me ( Read more... )

well,
going to agnus waters for 3 days,
wow, 3 whole days without work.
shock horror.
Somehow i feel ashamed of myself that typing on here gives me some form of fullfillment?
i fear that this fullfillment is both superficial and selfish.

i dont know.

tans suck,

i hope i dont get one while im at the beach.

huh.

perhaps im just having a superficial night then ( Read more... )

Sometimes theres just not enough hours in the day, or the night for that matter ( Read more... )

Even my grandmothers sit there and say im not eating little enough.
thats it.
i cant stand this anymore.
ill starve myself, then will i be pretty in your eyes?

Tea is nice.
Coffee has the most yukky after-taste i have ever experienced.
But its all ok,
people who drink coffee always look so sophisticated...
Same with those who drink wine....
I hate both :-P
but then again, i wouldnt call myself "sophisticated" anyway.

I got my licence. Wonderful freedom.
I dont have a car or money to pay for fuel if i borrow ( Read more... )

Only 10mins or so after i typed my last entry about making things better i ate:
 a whole big packet of kettle chips
and half of another light and tangy
a bowl of ice-cream
sweet biscuits
ANYTHING I COULD FIND.
this just has to stop,
i cant handle failing at this everyday.
I know to others this may seem so stupid,
but to me its my whole world.

Ive reached an all-time low ( Read more... )

Somehow posting words here dont statisfy me as much as it used to.

I remember sitting exactly where i am now 3 years ago.
Mum was gone from home, dad was in the room next door.
They used to make me leave no matter how much i struggled,
Now they had given up...But i liked it that way.
They couldnt deal with what i had, and in turn they faught.
...So much ( Read more... )