i forgot as soon as i develope some of my art i will post it. i like having insomnia. you get things done. the other night instead of sleeping i read a whole book. sleep is for the dead.

today was good. i found my dream. i am going to major in journalism with a background in both politics and history and minor in art. after school i hope to move to new york and start writting for a good paper or magizine, maybe time. if work is hard to find i will teach at a school in new york. i went by today and have the opportunity to write ( Read more... )

if ever there was a day, a real one, i guess it was today. i bought a new camera for my class. it fits all my old lenses. i bought a new book. i'm still reading my bob dylan book,a lot the other day, i meant to ask a girl named tia from class to coffee,but i didn't see her so i had coffee with bob dylan. i hung out with bob today, i've missed ( Read more... )

i thought its raining and thanksgiving break is coming, so how about some new books. it was hard to pick but i narrowed down 2 that i had to have, bob dylan's cronicles and the taoists book. i never wrote this but tiff and i broke up about a week ago. we talked today and it wasn't akward so that is pleasing. i had by first good cup of coffee in ( Read more... )

i'm sick. i forgot to eat breakfast with my pill this morning and i feel like i'm going to throw up. i am in english working on a paper about banned books. how can people be ignorant enough to ban a book? well, i guess i'll find out.

do you ever feel your life is so boring that you have to make up stuff about just to entertain people? lately i just drift, not being me or anyone else just being. i can't remeber the things i've done or made dicisions about. i don't even remember if they mattered. i feel in all lost. but i'm not lost. i am closer to God than i've been in a ( Read more... )

i'm ok. i'm so tired because i work 50 hours a week. it is very stressfull. i am getting 2 new books today, maybe 3. catcher in the rye, lolita, and communist manifesto. this band i'm listening to is piano rock suiting for a good nervous break down.

i guess it has been a while since i was on this. well what to say? school very well may be killing me but i love it. i work too much but still got a second job. yes yes. i also now work at abercrombie and finch so you should all bow to me. things with tiff are good.

i don't have anything to do so i thought i'd post. i'm in a gloom right now; i can't really put my finger on why. the last 2 days i've visited the mall to see the cutest animal in the world. CHINCHILLAS. i want one and i want to name it joseph stalin ( Read more... )

last nigth killswitch engage, soilwork, and as i lay dying completely rocked. i'm going to sleep. peace.