on tuesday, i put in my two week notice to house of java. i've been in such i bad smelling funk lately that i just need something to change. plus i was offered more money at another job. other than that, i don't have much to talk about. oh, i'm not sick anymore, but still tired

i'm working now. it's hard to believe i've had this job for so long. i've been soup oriented lately. it must be the weather but anytime i have the time i make and eat soup. it's very comforting. lately i feel like i lack passion, what is the missing link though. it could be that i've been calm lately. i miss my lj friends. the ones i don't ( Read more... )

i feel like i felt in febuary. i can feel tests coming already. the stomcahe pains and headaches. the nosebleeds haven't started though. i think this is all due to school work and a hecktic schedule. i can't remember the last good sleep i got. but really being sick might give me the break i need. i feel like i'm dying and the only thing to ( Read more... )

so. i had contradicting plans for the evening. i suppose i still do. but i'm going to cancel both. one because it's a date but i am not interested in a girl who wants me as a boyfriend just so she can have a boyfriend. so l'll do the right thing and not waste her time. the other plans were with tiff but tonight i just want to be alone where ( Read more... )

sorry but i need live journal again. too much is all i can say. i fear losing my shcolarship. i miss all my friends. i almost ran away. not because i don't like home, i just want to see stuff and have something interesting. i thought about jumping a train cart but decided against it because i found out that the track only goes to montgomery. ( Read more... )

i was given 2 free tickets to see bob dylan on the 14th row. all i'm saying.

tired is what i am. this will be my last post. i don't need this site anymore. i got a hardcopy journal. please keep in touch though. those of you who don't live around here or have my number, i will check in on you from time to time. bye.

i just had the date from hell. i pick up this girl i have been hanging out with and am semi interested in, no problems, yet! driving to montgomery she gets a phone call and is being kind of, well, secretive. i say jokingly, but since i am monotoned it probley didn't sound like a joke, is that your boyfriend. she told the person on the other ( Read more... )

this is the first night in a while i have spent at home. it isn't as boring as i thought it would be. i have been putting thought back to making an indie film again. i guess it goes with the whole picture taking. no script for this one yet. it will come though. i saw something that was interesting. there are ancient text, no telling how ( Read more... )

oh the irony. pills... mine are supposed to make me better but they make me sick still there isn't any other pill to take so i will swallow the one that makes me ill. now i am close to being the walking dead, i get dizzy. grover to me: what the hells the matter with you. i am sick i say. according to fight club on a long enough time line the ( Read more... )