the mice

[mr_sillyputty]

my father caught the baby mice

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[splinky311]

yeah... i remember stuff like that happening...

[_star_boy_]

reading this almost made me cry for some reason,
except,
i know why,
because
im so depressed over something else.

i totally fail as a person.

i cant believe i did what i did,
im so depressed,
and then
the other things,

will you be able to look at parts of me?
was it worth it?
has it ever been worth it?

i have a lot of questions and no one to ask.

i feel terrible.
i told you i would, that this would happen,
i always ruin the things i care about.

do you like joy division?
i thought/hoped you would.

i miss you so much.

i love this poem so much.

i love you so much,
because
you know me too well sometimes,
and i love that you do,
because i want you to,
as other people dont,
of course,
and
i love you
so
so
much.

matt,
i love you.

[mr_sillyputty]

No,
you don't fail as a person.
If either of us fails as a person,
it's me.

I'm sure I'll still be able to look at all of you,
because even with scars,
you're still beautiful.
As for the other two questions,
I think you can only answer them yourself...

What things did you ruin?
Nothing I can tell.

Yeah, I like Joy Division,
and you're right,
they do sound a bunch like Interpol.

I'm liking the Bukowski book a lot

I like to think we know each other better than anyone else.
I love you more than anyone else anyway.
Jessica,
darling,
I love you
so
so
much
too.

I really really need to see you.

[_star_boy_]

you mean, interpol sounds like them
:)

[mr_sillyputty]

Don't feel so bad,
everything's gonna be alright.

You haven't ruined anything,
and I'll still love you
no matter what.