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Bloody 'round the Edges
Guarded, stilted, I don't know how to begin.
Once upon a time I spoke fluently, truantly and again.
Stabbing in the dark, hoping to tweak my bloody heart.
...Nothing is as easy as it used to be, ...done again -
Joy Division -->' Uber Alles'!
Something about JD struck a chord with me. I'm so happy to see the original Bass from that band ressurecting their 1978 masterpiece for today's audience.
Every once in a while I see a movie featuring a bit of "Unknown Pleasures", or someone reminding us of the perfection Joy Division approached by copying their work. Certainly, dozens of bands have ( Read more... ) -
Gradoo is the word!
At the Grand Aspen Hotel my dear, dead friend, Dennis, referred to the continually accumulating rotten beer in the old pool under the bar (from leaky taps) as "Gradoo". This was my singular experience with the word... Dennis died in '95' from complications of cancer surgery. At 55 he was diagnosed with stomach cancer. initially an aggressive ( Read more... ) -
Break?
I log in and try to put down words. Whether to post or respond I find discomfort in my thought, nothing feels quite right and I invariably delete ( Read more... ) -
In the face of bad news life rolls on...
My mother's cath surgery today showed further heart deterioration and a poor volume of blood moved. Such a problem has no real solution. At 85 and considering her current quality of life; I'm attempting to get used to the inevitable ( Read more... ) -
Just Living
Didn't mean to come off as cryptic ( Read more... ) -
Communication Becomes Intolerable...
I generally rationalize my withdrawal from society as a symptom of enduring that which I live with daily as though it were an excuse. I do at heart blame only myself for the weakness i am exhibiting. This only promotes the inhibition. I need to find a way to overcome this embarrassing adversity...
I miss my friends here and I wish I could overcome ( Read more... )
