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Febraury 22nd, 2010.

I woke up at 5am feeling discomfort. Feeling of puking.

7:00pm. For the entire school day, i ran on nothing but water. Weakness, exhaustion. A sense of starvation. How do people in Africa do it for days, months?

I really want to smile.

But I've lost too much to do so.

Until I find my path of success,

there ain't gonna be no smile.

~b.i.m.s.

When you wake up, reality strikes again. It's a brand new day to move into, anticipating that things will be different than yesterday. Yesterday may never be forgotten, but there certainly won't be another same yesterday. Time is ticking. It's not going to stop and it never will, so use every second and make the best out of it. Each second that ( Read more... )

You can fake pain.
You can fake the cry.
You can fake the smile.
Can you the fake the feelings though?

They say, time heals pain.
They say, time will close up that wound.
They say, time will set your mind free from the memories.
They say, with time, it erases those tears.

But time won't erase that scar left behind.
That scar, brings back the tears.
That scar, brings back to the memories.
That scar, can open up.
And that scar, would still be,

Do you ever question good/bad karma? No, it's about any sense of a god or a heavenly figure. Simply, do you ever think you deserve more, or deserve less? Was there ever a thought that came to you and asked yourself, "Why am I lucky/unlucky?"

I question.

Need to write, and I don't care who reads it, or no one at all. Not here to grab attention. I just need to write.
In need to write to let out emotions.

Sad moments.
sad times, they kill.
Stubborn and selfish,I don't want you to leave.
Luck, or curse,
I cannot tell.
Why? Just why?
The more I think,
The more I cry.
Please,
come back.

Wow, Livejournal has become dead. Well then again, you gotta remember I have a very few friends here, so I might only see new updates/posts every few weeks. So people, don't be shy to express your thoughts and feelings here! I won't judge you! =D ( Read more... )

Hi I am currently at William Small Centre texting people. Just finished my workout, and the campus of York looks like a zombie land.