Today was quite the emotional day. I found out some crazy things about my family in California and needless to say, its been one heck of a rollercoaster. I don't want to get into detail, but thanks to those who listened. :) I truly appreciate it ( Read more... )

So once again I haven't written in a long time. To be fully honest, I haven't really had the time to just sit down and write. Knowing me, I'll forget everything I had to write and will end up with a very short entry. Ah well, it happens. It's late, give me a god damn break ( Read more... )

So my Birthday was definately a good time. Saturday morning, Mom, Dad, Eric and I left real early and headed to New York. We got there about 5 hours later. The hotel was absolutely amazing. It was way tooo expensive, but we got waited on hand and foot. They came into your room at night and turned down your linens. WHAT!? haha. So Saturday, we spent ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder why life turns out the way it does. I worry that we're not making the right choice and we're making the biggest mistake of our lives. I feel underappreciated and unable to be understanding on things I shouldn't have to deal with. I just hope to God that everything happens for a reason and that reason will make me a better person ( Read more... )

I really should get to bed since I have to work tomorrow for another 9 hours tomorrow. I worked today for 9 hours and I'm fucking beat. On a happy note, my Birthday is in a week!!!!!! :) A lot has happened in my life lately and I am content with that idea that everything happens for a reason. I don't really want to get into to, but I wanted to ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm writing in here right now. I don't have much to say....hmm lets see ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say Happy 420 to those who celebrate it! If you don't God knows I'll smoke enough for all of you. :) It's like weed is almost legal on 420, but its not like I don't act like its legal everyday....woops! *blush ( Read more... )

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (name of first pet + street you live on): Lady Jakes ( Read more... )

I'm really bored so I thought I would write. I've been so incredibly busy lately that I'm surprised I'm even functional. I apologize ahead of time if I spell incorrectly and/or none of this makes any sense. Between school, work and volleyball, I've been burning my candle at every possible end to say the least. During my free time, I've been ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been extremely stressful. I have been talking with Dave about moving to Florida for the past few weeks.....it was merely a suggestion to get me out of Merrimack and to somewhere that will hopefully help me go to a better school and make me happier. Alyssa and I had spent the past few weeks looking at apartments in ( Read more... )