baylor is about what i expected it to be ( Read more... )

people should be able to do what they want sometimes. if there are consequences for the person, they can only hurt themselves, right? i mean, most people do what they want to do most of the time. passing judgement on just one person is hypocritical.

so i guess you could say i brought it all on myself. not all of it. but it was a catalyst. and a large one at that. everything goes so well when you turn the other way, ignoring the issue at hand. you end up hurting people you love and letting down, once again, an important and undeserving person. although they might not think that they are worth ( Read more... )

that was quite the one, two punch.

well i guess i haven't made the best decisions lately. like drinking as much as i have or lying to my parents about where i'm going and what i'm doing. basically, they lost a lot of trust for me. although that hurts, i brought it upon myself. i was the one that did all that stupid shit. now i have six weeks to get my shit together or i am going to ( Read more... )

he put that bottle to his head
and pulled the trigger.
he finally drank away her memory...

life is short but this time,
it's bigger

in two months:

where'd you go?
i miss you so.
seems like it's been forever
since you've been gone.

i used to walk around MVHS thinking it was only my temporary school. that i belonged in texas. now that tomorrow is my last day there, i realized that all the people, my friends most importantly have made it my home. i hate to say it, but vancouver is my home. texas will be my temporary location ( Read more... )

it seems everything is falling apart andidon'tknowwhattodo.

except that one thing. that is always perfect.

i am not anorexic. nor bulemic. i didn't necessarily approach this whole weight loss thing in the correct manner, though. my diet would get strict but i wouldnt regulate how much i put in my body, just what it was. no junk food. but i do eat, and i do not purge ( Read more... )