magenta bled to crimson on the mountain walls as the life giver dipped below the horizon, submitting to the infinite abyss of a dark sky illuminated with the twinkle of whispered dreams: the moon pale, yellow and as crooked as my sharp smile. milky streams weaved in and out of the endless canape like a dance floor for falling souls, the lake ( Read more... )

I sat on the roof of my two story house; shorts, favorite hoodie, and a conductors cap on, embracing the first day of autumn as the sun touched my skin and the crisp breeze kissed my cheeks. clouds painted in shades of salmon and rose divide itself from the vibrant background of a dreaming sky, cascading in tones of blue freckled with fireflies. ( Read more... )

When I have fears, as Keats had fears ( Read more... )

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i'm the eldest brother in my adopted family and sometimes it's just hard to keep up as that image. long story short my lil'st brother realizes, but doest realize what he has and it's just frustrating. i would give up anything to have a whole-hearted complete love like they have; yet with him ignorance is a blessing and the working of his demise.

well it looks like i'm back, but i'm not sure for how long but at least i'm here. so we'll see each other again, hopefully before the world ends.

people would like to know what i've been doing with all my time. well it's simple, time isn't wasted on sleeping as you could say. it's gotten increasingly difficult to sleep; maybe it's because it's a sense of reality that could be broken or the perpetual silence of everyone's speech. though i have found that my sleep pattern is a form of insomia ( Read more... )

dreams have given me a sense of reality that life could never offer.

i think i'm in love; maybe i'm just hungry.

i think i'm in love, but it hurts so bad. i feel great life is going well and i'm sex machine and i won't work for nobody else but you.

i had this long conclusion in my head why i felt this way, but nothing comes into sense why i would. i swear i'm just as lost and lonely as you but now there's no way for me to fall down because life isn't gonna be able to wait anymore and i know you aren't either. i wrote you this long letter expalining in every detail how i could love you and why ( Read more... )