its like i never left. it makes me laugh; it could make me cry or wonder why but whats the difference, really? we're all the same, we're all hoping, thinking we're so different, but we still wonder why. whos to say if we were right or wrong, we'll all still wonder why. a new life, a new personality, a new chance to be somebody else... but i and ( Read more... )

ive been harping on this life and love and rock and roll, on choices chances circumstance and consequence, on redemption and salvation, on what this stuff is supposed to be about, but ive still got no damn idea at all. but thats ok, i suppose. it always is ( Read more... )

hello love. come back soon, ok?

SKIBBIDY BOCKIDY DOOOOOOOO

yeah thats right im singing nonsense and its love and its gooooood

ok thats all

my profile... i want to remember this after i change it again ( Read more... )

6 months. did i feel like i had nothing left to say? or was i just tired of saying things? 6 months and id like to think im better off now than id been before. in fact, i know i am. maybe thats why i stopped writing in this thing in the first place. i used this as a way to keep the things in my head from taking over and consuming me, but instead ( Read more... )

good couple of days. had to go home friday afternoon to pick up the tickets for the ambulance ltd concert on saturday. i thought maybe id stay home for a while, but i ended up getting bored after 30 seconds and headed back here. chilled out for a while, then headed over to neels place to see serena, who was back for the weekend. my tolerance ended ( Read more... )

hahaha oh wow. did you feel that one? it hit low, then dug in and worked its way up, tearing apart everything on its way. now its out but its left a hell of an impression. my heart is about to beat through my chest and i just cant seem to get enough air. its a good reminder to let me know im still alive. and boy am i. i dont think i could handle ( Read more... )

getting a little worried about the loan situation. pops wants me to backpay about 6 grand worth of rent, but if i paid that back right now, i wouldnt have nearly enough to get me to september. to say ive been bad about money management would be a hell of an understatement. i had a little less than 20 grand to last me from september to september. ( Read more... )

things dont just change overnight, but maybe thats not so true. i think its more of a state of punctuated equilibrium. for the most part, we're continuously changing, just so slowly we tend not to realize it. but then there are bursts. short periods of time where sometimes everything can get totally flipped upside down and we realize whats ( Read more... )