well, i feel incredible. Here i was thinking that everyone forgot my birthday, but I come to josh's house to find out they had this extravagant thing waiting for me .... I feel so lucky to have such good friends. I really don't know what I did to deserve them ( Read more... )

I'm just so grateful to have the best mom in the world.

also, i wonder why more people at school didn't remember my birthday ... it's not like I wanted a greeting or anything about it, but these were the same people who just days before made such a big deal about it....

I wonder if 20 is the age you reach when you start to wish that you started getting younger. I still feel like I'm 18, only people seem to care less about almost everything, and I notice that the world is speeding up around me and I feel scared and alone, as usual ( Read more... )

My bad, disregard the previous journal entry. Apparently you need to be working and making big dollars to get the girls ( Read more... )

I came to the conclusion a few weeks ago that I should really start looking for someone to date. But there are so many inner conflicts I have, so many relationship dilemmas I know I will not be able to deal with. But this longing for, really, anyone decent to hold and just know that they are real - seems better and better ( Read more... )

Just as I believed that my feelings about Jose's party were solely my own, I discussed the matter with my friend Josh, who was also at the party, and he seems to agree with me. We both noted the immaturity, and general disconnect between us and Jose's girlfriend and her posse ( Read more... )

Overfiend by Between Interval is the soundtrack of my daily school exploits ( Read more... )

95 weeks is long enough ( Read more... )

I haven't logged on here in 64 weeks. I remember when I used to come here almost every day.

I think I'll just post some poems I've written here, since I really have nothing to say to this template at the moment.

Across My WindowThe wind is blowing fiercly outside my window ( Read more... )

Umm. Damn. How long has it been? Two years?

I just need to make money off of this thing now. No one really looks at it.