so.... started taking some tribulus supplement to bolster my mood. seems to be helping mildly. however the swirling torrent of past faces continue to bombard my dreams, my thoughts, and the like, at random intervals, seemingly out of nowhere. perhaps these shades are just manifestations of hormone spikes. much more likely is that i really just ( Read more... )

I keep trying to forget about you abby, but then you just randomly pop into my thoughts. You don't deserve space in my mind anymore. Of course I will never forget the good times we had and I will always be angry with you for leaving me when I loved you so much, but I am trying to let you go so I can be at peace with you. But then you invade my ( Read more... )

life is really stressful. the new job is really sucking/depressing me. luckily the president said he might have something better in store for me... he might just be blowing smoke up my ass ( Read more... )

So you now know how I feel about you leigh. How I have felt since I first met you online, and confirmed when we first saw Superbad in the movies. What can I say? You are amazing and I really do think you are the girl of my dreams. I'd love to tell you to come back to me, but you have a destiny. All I can do is hope that our paths intertwine again ( Read more... )

well its been awhile since abby broke up with me. I should keep saying "broke up with me", because I had no choice in the matter. I already suspected something was amiss when I realized I was always the first one to say "I love you". Women are so fucking easy to read it isn't even funny ( Read more... )

she dumped me ( Read more... )

back on the journal... guess this means something is amiss ( Read more... )

the feelings I have for abby are growing daily. I believe she loves me as I love her ( Read more... )

Me and Abby tell each other we love on another now. Quite frequently. I like that we do so. But I can't shake this really low feeling that somehow she is just telling me what I want to hear. I sincerely love her, more than probably anyone else outside of my immediate family and my mom. Sometimes I feel like im living in a dream because I went from ( Read more... )

school sucks. my classes this semester seem unusually hard. maybe its the fact that im just really getting tired of paying all this money for seemingly no reason. I feel like the colleges come up with new and inventive reasons why they need the latest books which always cost a fortune, because they get a portion of the profits from the booksellers ( Read more... )