1311.20 miles. Most of them traveling on I-90 through the mid-western states here. The first day we left, my family and I, at six thirty to Chicago to visit my grand parents, uncle, aunt, and baby too. With the time change we made it there around eleven thirty ( Read more... )

Ever try to count hypeactive schoolchildren while someone shouts random numbers in your ear? It's like that.

Yeah, that's how I'm feeling. Along with the funny feeling that my appendages are going to detatch and crawl away.

Depression is a bitter mistress.

This one is titled: You don't notice me. (I'm not changing it because it's really old and I don't care anymore ( Read more... )

Ever wonder what happened to those people that we loved so long ago. That we dream about and wonder or wish that those feelings were so. I often find myself living the life I desired through the synapses cracking through my brain. I feel confusion, loss, and love for her although she is gone. To me but not to herself ( Read more... )

I woke. Her had was in mine. Arm wrapped around mine. It's smooth, cold, oblivious to the fact she doesn't exist. She was always cold though. I don't even look in her eyes to know the droop of love that posseses them. She holds herself close to me. I can feel her warmpth of her breath warms my shoulder. We ride down an escalator and my hand slides ( Read more... )

I'm waking up now. I'm not sure where I am but I think I'm in a hotel room. Did I really get that trashed last night? What did I do last night? I feel weak and in need of water. I hope that the water isn't to foul. My hands cup to collect the falling water in the bathroom. I sip till my thirst is sated. The pool of water growns and I splash it in ( Read more... )

I'm having a shitty time ( Read more... )

Well I am wanting more music. I have plenty of blank CD and am willing to send data CDs with all my music to anyone who wants it in exchange for a copy of theirs. I've got a little over three gigs and want to fill my hard drive with music.(124gigs)

Anyone care to trade?

Matthew --

[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

'How will you be ( Read more... )

Not enough time to say it in.

So I'm reading An Unquiet Mind by Kay er... what's her last name again? well I'll find it if anyone asks. It's an autobiography about a woman who is bipolar. I feel now after mostly finishing it that I really don't need to write an autobiography now. I'll just tell people to read hers and cross out all the hers and ( Read more... )

All the people I date for just a really short time get married right off. Three of three so far.