Either you have stumbled upon this period in my life that I feel I must document for some reason or another or you were informed about this one way or another. Whichever way fits why you are reading this, i just wanted to tell you immediately that i'm going to kill myself on April 1st, 2006. That's not far away from now. I'm doing this ( Read more... )

I've felt many losses in my life time but none as painful as this. I lost something in my life that meant more to me than anything. I lost a part of my family. She wasn't a very big part, but she did play a big part in all our lives. It tears me apart just to write this, but i feel like it might help to tell her story. On December 7th, 2005 at 8:31 ( Read more... )

    I just need someone to listen to me while i rant about my life. I want people to understand that i'm not being a bitch for no reason. I just need someone to listen to me while i rant about my life. I want to release these feelings i'm trapping inside myself.
    My life seems to be falling apart and being put back ( Read more... )

::insert update that was much needed here::

Since very few people read my livejournal...i don't really feel like going into a long huge update...so if you wanna know...call me 804-691-0397

Anyway, I've been at Mark's for about a weekish. Occasionally going home for a few more outfits and some cigarettes but other than that, i've been here. I've got to get a job so if you know any place that' ( Read more... )

       Just another day without sleep ( Read more... )

CANCEL THE BOOK IDEA...IT TOOK TOO LONG

Starting now, i'm gonna type up a book i just finished reading... It is a little descriptive and more like a porn, but it's great! (if you like gay hustler life)

"While tanning in the nude on a San Francisco beach, ou intrepid ( Read more... )

Looking back at my life and watching the shit fly by just made things ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, not too long ago, there were best friends. Nothing could seperate them. Always there for eachother, always giving what they had at the time. It started off like nothing new but became something so serious that people just didn't understand. They became one within two. Almost complete oposites which made them the same. Boy/girl, ( Read more... )