updated don't delete me thanks

Hi ya friends people and all the ones in the middle.im here as i wanted to be as often as possible the amount of work and personal family issues made it very hard to find time for leaving updates and general stuff.but im happy to say things are good my dads alive and im making alot of money.Im as skinny as i ever was and im going to be 26 in April. ( Read more... )

Alot of things are happening lately some good some bad.When you see death you tend to think about you own mortality and when i sit here and think about it i don't fear death as much as i fear others.I see how much i have accomplished and i wonder what im going to do about it.when i wake up tomorrow or 3 years from now what will be different.if ( Read more... )

I never want to be this sad again and i miss my friend very much but i take joy in all the friends i have left and will enjoy my time with them no matter what happeneds becuse when its all said and done my friends are the most important thing to me and i love you all very much :)

In Loving memory of Frank Louis Privatte. He was a great friend and he had one of the best singing voices I have ever herd.He will be missed as a great friend and loving father.God bless him please!

Lets go back in time to Friday night about 1am.Im going to pick Lee up becuse hes very depresed.After hanging I drop himoff go home very Fucked up.I wake up 5pm.I get up notice my phone isnt around having to be at work at 6 I was worried.I tear my room car and bobs house apart looking for it.I stop at the bar I took lee to nope not there.stressed ( Read more... )

So its been a real wierd couple of days.started the night of the latest hurricane.I was leaving work i chilled in my car my boss comes out and says to come in.So were sitting in a completly dark landry's cept for the neon signs and a tv with updates on the storm.we sat there and drank beer from the tap then talked for 40 min.we left and so began ( Read more... )

Everybody please be careful

TODAY FUCKING SUCKS THEY CAN ALL ROT FOR ALL I CARE

Matthew Blackburn ( Read more... )