lately, I feel like a retard becuase i've been having trouble understanding people's reasons/logic. I mean seriously i've been trying to comprehend some current issues. well not really the issues themselves but the components that drive these issues. my dilemma is whether i'm the one that is having trouble understanding or is the other person ( Read more... )

I simply don't understand why certain events occur. some people may say that there is purpose, there is reason to these events. I however like to disagree with destiny/fate. i like to believe that the benefits or wisdom attained through experience can be acquired without having to experience particular events. people say things such as "God meant ( Read more... )

I would to mention to who ever reads my livejournal that i feel great. i feel reborn. i unfortunately have to write a mind paper in two hours but let's not dread in the present. let's look for promise. i sometimes forget how life can be enjoyable. i feel that in these past two weeks since coming back from christmas break i've changed more than i ( Read more... )

I have completely lost all moral dignity plus much more. without getting into specifics, i feel i have lost connections to the outside world and with detrimental feelings taking its place. how could such an event occur? is it fate, a testament of "something", or is it beyond the borders of mystism and into the regions of biological reasoning? What ( Read more... )

so it has been a while since i've updated. i really don't know what to say other than what i'm saying now. school has been alright for the most part. this year instead of living in the dorms, my parents bought me a car which i've mention before and i've been commuting. i'm still dating the beautiful Erin Page from this summer. i really dont' know ( Read more... )

I was feeling really depressed today. Erin and i talked and well i told her how i felt today and sure enough she was here two hours later. I'm really happy now. i can't wait till tomorrow because i'm going to see her tomorrow night. i'm going to spend the weekend with her. well that's all i wanted to say. i'm thrilled. i was totally surprised today ( Read more... )

It's been quite a well since i've updated. there hasn't been much lately besides the norm: visit erin, swim, run, sleep. i'm still here though ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. i'm thrilled that i might see Erin tomorrow morning but i can't sleep. i really want to sleep because either wise i'll be too tired tomorrow morning and i'll be too exhausted to visit her. i just yawned so this is a good indication that i'm getting tired. alright good night.

I'm momentarily stuck inside the Apple store trying to have my computer serviced because i know now after many evidential attempts to fix it myself and the help of the Apple genius bar experts that my computer is not working properly. if you ever were in my room (in my dorm at the U of C) for perhaps the past quarter and a half you probably would ( Read more... )

"Today is the greatest day i've ever known", these are some of the lyrics to "Today" by smashing pumpkins. it's a good song but today it has more meaning. I have a brand new car. (dream roll) x4 IT'S A 2005 NISSAN ALTIMA!!!! i'm incredulously excited. today is a very great day, indeed. sadly, i can't drive it though till tomorrow because i don't ( Read more... )