THEY ARE NOT YOUR FUCKING KIDS!

how much louder do i have to scream for you to notice me?

sometimes i just feel so alone.  when something is wrong, i hate having to explain it completely.  i miss having mel there, who never had to ask.  she always knew and she always knew exactly what to do to make them right again.  she knows the song of my heart like the back of her hand, and she can sing it back to me, hitting all the right notes.  i ( Read more... )

i stand here, arms wide open

i wait for you to embrace me

it feels so right, when you hold me like you do

you look past my tear stained face

you breathe in my pain

you steal it away

i can't stand here waiting

i step off that ledge and i fall

pull me back to you.

such a good mood right now!!! even Strawberry Shortcake mess can't ruin this feeling!! oh...Break a Leg Mel at Banquet!!! you deserve to get an office!!

ballerina, you must have seen her

dancing in the sand

now shes in me

always with me

tiny dancer in my hand

i am just going to put this one out there.....

i am so horribly hurt by you right now. i DON'T know what you're thinking, i know you would like for me to know by just looking at you, but i can't do that.  if you want a relationship, it takes two people to put into it and right now there is only one.  and to think, you probably think that you're ( Read more... )

The Boy's Gone
words & music by jason mraz

The boy's gone. The boy's gone home.

What will happen to a face in the crowd when it finally gets too crowded. And will happen to the origins of sound after all the sounds have sounded Well I hope I never have to see that day but by god I know it's headed our way So I better be happy now that the boy's ( Read more... )

so things are back to "normal" with Strawberry Shortcake.  he came over last night, and we just kinda talked about things and sorted stuff out.  he took me to meet his mom, stepdad and snake last night.  i wanted to give the snake a hug, but it was very angry...i also named it Samsonite.  i asked him what we were and he said, "i guess we're dating ( Read more... )

so i had a very nice convo with Mel, and i feel a lot better about stuff..man she has a way with words. the only thing that i started to get pissed off instead of being hurt. so thanks mel.

oh this weekend.......

so my sister and her boyfriend came into town this weekend, talk about stress.  i think i've just gotten so use to her not beign around that it was so hard for me to enjoy myself this weekend.  shes just so bossy adn rude, and i think since moving out we've grown apart in a lot of ways.  but we had a party in her honor ( Read more... )

so we get home from Bunny's house last night at like midnight and like it was said in my last entry, i couldnt' sleep.  but Strawberry Shortcake called me and we sat and talked for over an hour on teh phone.  so my theory is that it just doesn't make a whole lot of sense if you're both not tired and really wanting to see eachother, then you should ( Read more... )