Wow, long time no update. i live in new west with my boyfriend caid and my cat keera. i work at a car filters warehouse called affinia which is actually going to hire me after 7 months of working there through a temperary work service called manpower. manpowers full of dickheads. they scoop $5 an hour off all the manpower people working there ( Read more... )

ONE MORE DAY ONE MORE DAY ONE MORE DAY ONE MORE DAY....HAPPY DANCE DO DEEP DO DO DEEP DO lol I'm such a goof. That movie sin city affected me more than I want to admit. There's a reason why it's 18A. If it affect me and my brother so badly with emotional aftermath i wouldn't like to know what i'd do to my fragile 12 year olds' minds. They ( Read more... )

The emotional aftermath of Sin City is HUGE and I believe it'll take a while to purge. I honestly don't know if I want to fuck right now or dismember people. So much blood, gore, volence and death. It was all done VERY artfully though. Greyscale turning to black and white only to tinted. So artistically pleasing, same with the way it was ( Read more... )

My msn name is currently " Vampiress Alucard Joy is but a butterfly,after u hold it and marvel at it's beauty it dies." While this sounds rather depressing I find it rather fitting. Just because that butterfly dies does not mean u can not find joy in another. There are so many small joys in life. I am only here in Kamloops for another 5 days, 3 ( Read more... )

Well my comp has a virus that makes it so we can only go on the internet the first 10 minutes after the comp has booted up. Therefore this poor journal has been sadly ignored as too troublesome to keep up. At this moment I am in town (surry) at Caids place. He's at work and has been since 7:30 this morning which has been torture. I opted for ( Read more... )

Ok the last couple entries have been such downers i know. I apologize. No crying today cept for whatever the cold induced. Fate has been kind to me today, bless her heart. I needed and still need the little ray of hope she's given me today through things working out that were an entire shock. I even only got 4 hours sleep and i'm still happy ( Read more... )

it's so hard. today i had to take the bus back to kamloops for 8:30 so i could go to work tuesday at 10. i have to not miss a shift in order to have enough money to see caid again. and i MUST see him again. god, it's great having someone to love and spoil valentines day but this valentines will not soon be forgotten. i've cried so much and so ( Read more... )

I lost 2.2 pounds this week puting me at a whopping 128.6 that's 1.4 BELOW my goal weight. CAID U ARE SO MINE! SO HAPPY!!! I took 8 months but i lost 23 pounds. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY. So hyper from celebratory marshmellow sunday. I get more points every day now so i can stop losing. POINTS ORGY! ttyl

Honestly, everyone says that most long distance relationships don't work. My question is: why is that? Do the people think that because we live 5 hours apart and only see each otherabout every two weeks that we'll somehow loose interest? I suppose that could be a danger if one of you has a short attention span or few moral qualems but that's the ( Read more... )

At this moment I'm at the Hollands house and they have about 9 kids. It's the youngest, David's birthday. He turned eight today. He had a lord of the rings cake from safeway. I had some. The first time i've had a safeway cake that i help sell. SOOOOO completely sugar high atm. Good thing I've been so good on my diet lately and haven't used ( Read more... )