It's been so long, but I've been so busy. Im so happy with my man and we are totally in love...hmmmm it's so nice. But I've also been sick for like 5 weeks and within three or four weeks my tonsils are going to be removed!!! OMG Im so scared and soooooo nervous. I've never had surgery before and it's so scary, they are so close to my vocal cords ( Read more... )

Fuck Fuck Fuck!!

I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't say exactly what is going on, but Im doing something that I hate. It involves a man, and I've always said I would never and could never do this. But Im doing it, I don't know why, I can't stop cause I care. I want it to stop, but I don't want to end it. I want to end it, but I don't want it to stop. I ( Read more... )

My life is just one big mess!!

Wow, it's been long since I've been here. Im so busy at the moment, rehearsing for tomorrow, performing "Snow" by Edward Elgar with some other singers. My vocal coach is our conductor, Im excited, very very beautiful music ( Read more... )

It seems, and Im afraid, that I will never get used to the way men (the other side of humanity and complete assholes) think. I just don't understand them. Met this amazing man, spent one of the best nights of my life with him, well two actually. A few text messages, then he leaves for Austria to work as a ski-coach for 4 weeks and then nothing. I ( Read more... )

My life sucks! I think I might be starting to get seriously depressed. I can't enjoy anything anymore, nothing seems to go right. Im in love with a guy who is totally jerk in some way, but in the other way he is so sweet, kind, loving and cute. I know I should stop talking to him, stop thinking about him, but I just can't. He's in my mind all the ( Read more... )

I have to get this off my chest! Men are horrible, horrible creatures. They only want us for our bodies. How could I have been so stupid to fall for an action like that? Im a virgin and it took him only one night to get further with me than I usually do. Thank God I wasn't that stupid to go all the way...Im so lucky. I hate men, Im think Im ( Read more... )

( Got Bored )

A question for you all, especially for the men (who seem to be creatures from a totally foreign planet and have no shame). Why do men only see us as a piece of meat, with which they just want to hit the sack? Why do they pretend to like you for who you are, make you forget about the world and make your mind go crazy? When they've got you that far, ( Read more... )