i went to visit my great grandmother yesterday after work. she hasn't been doing her best lately. i went to the home/hospital where she's lived for over a year. i walked in her room and her and her room mates were sleeping so i just sat down next to her and watched tv. out of the corner of my eye i saw her move her hand to her mouth. " Oh my, child ( Read more... )

And the only way I'm allowed to get close to you...

...is to promise to fuck you over.

I can already see this is going to be horrible.

BruinFan31: we miss u megalynn
posttmodern: i know i miss me too

Shit, what happened to me this past year?

I've gotten my heart thrown around quite a bit in the last few years, and after the last fallout I decided to harden my heart and play the game right back at the male species. Instant gratification I guess. The past few months have been a blur, partially because I have been intoxicated 72 % of the time, and partially because of this mental morphine ( Read more... )

"I think of this as just one big storm, and the eye of it passed last night. We will have to rebuild what was damaged by it, but i have faith in us. And i have faith in you. I love you and im sorry about what i said, i didnt mean it and you know that. And i know you didnt mean what you said either..."

Tonight. I saw Rocky Votolato. I could have reached out and touched his shoes if I wanted. I almost cried. ::sighhhhh ( Read more... )

i havent really been single since....two summers ago.

IM EXCITED!

Oh, and my new favorite thing to do is get out of steph's car at red lights and dance with my tambourine until it turns green. okay then...goodbye.

i drink way too much ( Read more... )

I'm (attempting) cleaning out my closet, and so far I've had to put my coats and dresses in the guest bedroom's closet because they don't fit in mine. That's fucking sad ( Read more... )

i have nothing to do with your fucking argument with my best friend. don't call my phone because she wont pick up hers and leave voicemails threatening us. don't slash my tires and bash my windows in just because thats the most convenient way you can fuck with her at the time ( Read more... )