It's going to be 6 a.m. in 20 minutes and I'm still fucking awake. I've been doing this for a long time now. I can't go to sleep. I usually go to bed around 3, but then I stay up for another hour. I think too much. I feel tired when I'm doing something, but as soon as my head hits the pillow my mind immediately goes to work. I think about ( Read more... )

Verse 1: Accept the inevitable and turn away (turn away....). I'm holding my breath and waiting for everything to fall apart. Submerged in our mistakes, it kills everything. It kills you and me ( Read more... )

Fight off your demons with songs in your sleep
Fight off your demons, your demons...
We miss you. We love you.
I love you so much that it hurts my head. I dunno if I'm going to use all the words or just the first line. Probably just the first line...it pretty sums up what I've been doing for most of my life ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in a while, and so much things have happened! I don't know if I can remember them all, and if I can, I might be too lazy to type them all down. Maybe I should bullet them, so it'll be easier and more organized. I'm also going to try to keep this brief as possible; I'm feeling a bit irritated cause I haven't had a cigarette ( Read more... )

I think I have a minor sinus infection. I was thinking of going to some party in Duarte, but fuck it, I guess I'll stay home ( Read more... )

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I got a pair of free tickets from Alternative Press's livejournal page. I have the Warped Tour as a friend on myspace, and they posted a bulletin saying if you add them and AP as a friend on LJ, you could get a chance to win a free pair of Warped tickets. Naturally, I did it. Ten minutes later they posted another bulletin saying they already ( Read more... )

two more days til graduation. Will I make it??!

Grammy and Grampi come tomorrow around 3 p.m.

I have to pay for some book fines before I can get my cap and gown tomorrow. Ach. Then I set up an appointment to get my hair done Wednesday afternoon. The ceremony starts at 6, I think.

I won't stop stressing out til it's all over.

AHH! I fucking love Brand New. Damn.

I haven't been really listening to them, cause ever since last summer when I first saw them live, I have been listening to them compulsively and never getting tired of them. So for the past two months, I haven't been listening to them as much...but I've been having "withdrawals". So I'm listening to them right ( Read more... )