( you stupid girl. all you had you wasted. )

( this sucks so bad )

oook.. so tayla amanda and steph stayed the night.. we set the tent up to sleep in.. but we didnt sleep at all..uh.. did some fun shit :-D:-D...uh,....if u really wanna know.. u can ask.. but im sure no one really cares....uh.. we left around 4 30 in the morning to go meet julian at 7-11.. got ben.. walked to st.. dunstins.. untill the sun came up ( Read more... )

( thingy )

yesterday.. went to stephs.. manda and matt were there.. then we got dropped off at matts..

did stuff....walked around.. went to 7-11. andrew pulled up.. he said somthin to manda.. i wanna know what he said.. but she "forgot".. i dunno.. but yea.. went back to matts.. hung out...

:-(. im kinda upset with amanda right now.. i wanna talk to her. talk ( Read more... )

yesterday.. i went to my aunts wedding.. i sat in the car and listened to music the whole time.. i called nevets.. talked to him for a bit...my parents were extremly drunk.. im suprised i made it home alive..

umm. im probably gunna hang out with nevets today..that should be cool..

gr. i hate how some people can be.. just act like you have no ( Read more... )

( long stuff )

no sleep. gunna try this no sleep thing again. because... it was working... sleep = dreams..dreams = bad...gr. i just want myself back.

it would be nice if people wouldent change so much, and things wouldnt change so much.. but thing happen, people change theres nothing you can do about it. adn it kinda sucks

give me something new to think about ( Read more... )

( stupid things. that.. are long and boring )

i suck at life, i always screw everything up. and i hate myself. and i hate myself for hateing myself.. if i could i would kick my ass. not saying anyone should.. but just because i hate myself?. now im not making sence.

today was kinda... blah. i had more fun earlier in the week. it wasent and fun as i thought it would be. the show.. but we didnt ( Read more... )