ei misää mitää tolkkua... kuvastaa hyvin mun tämänhetkistä elämäntilannetta. oon miettiny et lopetan koulun mut sit taas en tiiä. en kyllä oo koulus käyny ku mitähän joskus viimeksi maaliskuun alussa tai sillon joskus taisin käydä viikon ja sitä ennen joskus helmikuun alussa muutamia päiviä vielä. tammikuun olin niin kiltisti koko ajan koulussa mut ( Read more... )

Enpä ole sitten tännekään kirjoitellut sitten viime kerran ( Read more... )

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Life is strange. These days it's so dark in here and I feel tired all the time. I would only like to sleep.. And I'm waiting for things to get better. I'm waiting to get in therapy, a doctors appointment, driver's lisence, him to come home, get my paycheck... I'm just waiting and nothing happens. So I get bored ( Read more... )

Now even the last thing that was cheering me up has turned out not to succeed. I can't have my holidays 'cause I have to start working next monday and they won't let me have a holiday after working one week. I'm so sorry Toyable! I really wanted to come ( Read more... )

Things are different from what they were yesterday ( Read more... )

It's probably the most known girl thing to worry about clothes before going to a bar.. But I've got nothing to wear! No nothing. And I don't mean that there are plenty of clothes in there but they're just not perfect. All.. the few of them.. the good ones that are fit for a bar night are in the laundry basket. No use of them then. This is a fuck ( Read more... )

It's amazing how things change so soon. One moment alone can make my day so lousy.. one moment with any happiness can make me change my mind about a lot of things. It's amazing ( Read more... )

People would think I've lost my mind if they could only hear my thoughts. I've lost it for good. This is a total emptiness, I don't feel bad nor good. No hate. No anger. No love.

This all goes back to a weekend when I was ignored. Ignored so that I ( Read more... )

It's so nice to get sick at this time of summer. I've had bronchitis for the last two weeks. I can't even breathe, really. It's just some funny sounding rattling and fizzing. My lungs feel strange. The doctor gave me some cough mixture that makes my head go wild with its thoughts. I've had a couple of weird hallucinations. Yesterday we were at a ( Read more... )