cry for help

[mrsbenfolds]

thursday night I took four vicodin left over from the last time I was in the ER, for reasons I can't divulge. I had a bottle of assorted pain pills in my other hand that I was too scared to take, mostly for fear that I would only wind up on a respirator; not dead. I was so tempted to write an angry, guilt-provoking letter, or some text messages,

Comments

[juils]

Please take care of yourself. I wish I was there to help encourage you. I don't know what else to say :(

[mrsbenfolds]

thanks, babe. I appreciate the cyber encouragement nonetheless. I wish I knew what someone could say or do that would help, because I'd let you know. For now just knowing that you're still around is helpful.

[greyseal]

As always, I'm thinking of you.