you know when you have that feeling that there is a big ball in the gut of your stomach? i have that right now. since my plans for the night fell through, i've been sitting at home, pacing from my computer to the piano and back just thinking, and now i'm in a really, really bad mood. i dont know what it is, i just have a really hopeless feeling in ( Read more... )

Why do we do what we do?

why do we take blatantly black and white and paint it gray?
why are priceless mores trashed while senseless standards are obeyed?
what causes us to elevate the body and degrade the soul?
what causes us to pamper the skin while we pollute the heart?
our values are messed up.

-Max Lucado

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today was an interesting day. and by interesting i mean not very good. it started out fine; church was good. joe came and there was a pretty good message, finally off the topic of money which always makes me feel kind of uncomfortable. then i got home and went with my dad to get us all new cell phones! it was all very exciting. we took all of our ( Read more... )

the killers are coming to the rave on may 7. whoo hoo!!!!! :) let me know if you wanna go!

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well well well...happy st. patty's day all. hope you had a fun day full of green! :) i know i did. well lets see, whats new. i really dont have anything all that interesting to say. today i took a nap on free period and it was really a good one. i havent taken a nap in a long time and it felt super good. buuuut, i did miss the killers video which ( Read more... )

as of right now, erica is probably in mexico on her way to the camp. the camp i spent a month in this past summer. the camp that, if i could transfer my life right now to any other place, i would go. im really happy that erica is going. shes going to have a blast. if you didnt know why she is there, shes there for izak's wedding. izak is one of the ( Read more... )