it's been almost a year since i've been on here, SO crazy. . . but i'm still alive.

haaaa, that's SO entertaining to me for some odd weird reason. . . anywho, i forgot all about this stuff, i'm a myspacer, like i've been fro what 3, 4 years now? yea. . .

k, so i havnt been on myspace since thursday (i went camping), & since we all know that myspace is like a fucking child to me & it can't ever get enough of my attention, i'm ready to cry. . . i honestly think i feel the shakes comming. . .

it's been a while, so i'll update. . . I broke up w/ neil almost a month ago, it's different, i'm looking for a new boo, but at the same time keeping neil as an option, he's going to get himself a shrink & he's looking into conversion classes, which is crazy impressive, but untill he gets himself help, i will not be in a relationship with him. ( Read more... )

And such is life. . . I've moved on drastically since last time i was on here. . . in 2005, i lost 9 people to death and a few friends to selfishness & the inability to think of others feelings. . . The anniversary's are comming up, and all i can do is thank god that i have shows on the few dates comming up, because if i were to be home ( Read more... )

i miss u guys, both of you, i still cry, i still love you. . . i can't wait till i see you again, let it be years, months, days, minutes, or seconds. . . my arms will be open waiting for your hug.

i love my friends, i love my family, i love my b/f ( Read more... )

it's 4:31 p.m., and i've been awake since 4:30 a.m. monday ( Read more... )

So, if you know me, than you know my love for Andrew McMahon. . . well i regret to inform everyone that he has been diagnosed w/ Acute Lymphatic Leukemia. Leukemia in it own is bad, thats what scott died from. . . Acute means that it is going to get worse rapidly. . . Please donate a few dollars to help him. www.somethingcorporate.com ( Read more... )

so, i just got back from drinks w/ the girls. All i can say is that i absolutly love those people. Abby is my new big sister, and i mean seriously. we look alike and we have so many things in common. I cant wait to spend 8 hours with them tomorrow, and thats scary as all hell, HAHA ( Read more... )