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i'm a fuck up lol
Well I should be in work right now but I'm not. Idk I actually am upset. I always do this!!! I can't do the whole 9-5 thing obviously. I need to either A. meet a guy who will take care of me and only give me the occassional beating, B. become a porn star (gotta hit that gym first though!) or C. get pregnant and have a kid..at least then i'll be ( Read more... ) -
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i wish somebody would just fucking poison my drink. seriously if anyone wants to they really can. i don't want to be alive any longer. and i don't have the guts to kill myself. so this is an open invitation to anyone who has ever wanted to know what it's like to kill someone. -
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i'm so fucking heartbroken i don't know what to do. it comes in bouts, waves, of sadness. i think i'm okay, it's okay, he's okay, everything will be OK but than I just freak out. I've never taken so much fucking Xanax in my life. I'm gonna be putting every one of my fucking paychecks towards this bullshit, i mean i'm going to, just b/c it needs to ( Read more... ) -
fucked up.
Hey everybody,where did "He" go?Where did He go?And where's my only ciggerette?Please think for me, I can't bare to..I'll just lie here for a while,wet myself,wet my bed.I've readied it all for him, you know. Clean sheets, incencse, and lots of fluffy pillows.Now soiled.And where's my ciggerette?Did you check the bathroom,the bathtub?He sleeps ( Read more... ) -
i'd like to die.
I'm in Florida visiting my best friend and I should be so happy but I'm not. I am so fucking depressed, no matter what, i have such a a terrible feeling in my heart. I am not going to go into much more details..what's the fucking point? In the words of GOB from Arrested Development (which everyone should watch, Sunday nites at 830!!--never too ( Read more... )
