quick update, since i haven;t in a while ( Read more... )

Goodbye elpaso........ until we meet again. i love you all.. and i will miss you more than you know.

it's all over ladies and gentlemen.... my ipod is no more... and stupid best buy doesn;t have anymore for me to replace it with.... so now i have to wait for them to get more so i can buy a new one.... i still don't know what happened to it.. it just stopped working. maybe it stopped loving me for some reason.. i loved that little guy more than any ( Read more... )

5 days 9 hours 39 minutes.....................

7 days......... i;m not really looking forward to this. sytupid fate....

there is a lot on my mind.. but nothing on the tip of my tounge ( Read more... )

so i might not move after all... the financial aid i was counting on to take care of school seems to be falling threw. If i'm not going to school there isnt much point in leaving town. i have things to figure out.. stupid expensive schools....

I had a moment of doubt this morning. What if i screw everythign up and i don't make it. i thought about this for a second.. this was followed by a really sad thought. which was followed by a funny thought. and than a sexy thought. than happy again, than doubt than sad. Than i just closed my eyes, (like i do when i;'m stressed) and thought about ( Read more... )

so i'm ugly.. according to people on live journal... ah well.. can't win them all. let's see what they are saying about m now.....

http://www.livejournal.com/community/newnonuglies/835126.html?view=27014198#t27014198

enjoy :)

if there is a god i pray that one day.. he lets you see yourself the way i see you. If you could step inside my shoes for just ONE minute... you'd never doubt yourself again. I've been described as the smartest person that some people have ever met. I think those people should meet more people, especially my grandfather. But if someone such as ( Read more... )