I went on a date the other day. it was amazing. i had a wonderful time. as soon as i stop being lazy i'll post pictures.. but i;m at work right now... so i can't. a few days tops. She's so pretty. i can't wait to show her off. k buh bye

20 days

TODAY IS THE GREATEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!

the iPod is mine... DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT MEANS!!!!!!

I HAVE AN IPOD!!!

something i dreamed of came true.

I couldn;t be happier.... i have to gt to some downloading

later

why do i even bother?

so it's 135 in the morning.. and saby and tony are makin out or whatever they are doin. I'm pretty drunk. Miguel and i have deecieed to try tio finish the other 12 pack of amber bock. we finished one alreayd. I'm pretty drunk ( Read more... )

i have 90 days to make everything happen like i want it to.... this is going to be tough.

Maria leaves today. I'm going to miss her blunt honesty and hot ass.

( For Maria )

I had a dream last night. I'd never seen myself so happy. I even started to believe it right until i woke up. Looked around.. And realized it was all a dream. I've been living that same dream over and over for a couple months now, if not longer. Sometimes i'm awake, sometimes i'm not. I didn't think i'd ever say this. But i'm looking forward to ( Read more... )

Saturday:

work... sucked but got bonus GO MONEY!!

wedding... i've never seen anyone look more beautiful than you did that day. Seriously.. just breath taking.

birthday party.... much fun. many people went. they had a good time. I had a good time. Fake grass is comfortable when you lay on it.

blown tire..... that sucked. when i was taking the small ( Read more... )

This is the point where i begin to worry that i've been fucked over AGAIN.. and am about to be financially fucked by my bank for being a nice guy and helping people out. I fucking hate being a nice guy. If i thought i could keep it up, i'd swear to never be nice again. But that's not going to happen. Mainly cuz i'm not even worried about not having ( Read more... )

I'm sitting, arms around my knees. Face down in the shower. The water running down my face and back. I see it slowly draining in front of me. Spiraling down the open hole that leads to somewhere unknown. I could stay this way forever. But inevitibly, the water always runs cold. Ripping me back to a life less free...less peaceful. Yet ultemetly far ( Read more... )

I've never bleed that much in my life.... just thought i'd share.. I'm ok, but that was the worst nose bleed ever... i'm totally fallin apart. it's very sad. ah well. live fast, DIE YOUNG!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!! CHUK ROX!!!!!

later