i posted!

ah, sheesh. so what.

i am going to london to see my baby.

oh.
my.
gosh.

i am so excited it is obsene.

=D

i spend a lot of time driving for the work i do. i'm an admission counselor, and my recruitment territory includes two area codes in MI and the rest of the US save for IN and OH, which belong to two other admission counselors. needless to say, this is a lot of land and a lot of potential college students. to put the territory into perspective, i ( Read more... )

i am too material. i hate money. it controls people. it makes me panic. i want to get away from reality, and the confines of materialism. why do we have salaries and only make 60% of them? why does money work the way it does? i am so ignorant, so distraught, and i am sobbing my eyes out in my back corner of admissions. let me write one best-seller ( Read more... )

where are you now?

if my life were a mixed tape it would be made of...

today is a beginning, not an ending. i could take the pessimistic, half-empty slant and say today is the ending of a wonderful summer, the ending of close and cozy connections with the man of my heart. but i'm not; it isn't; i won't. today is a beginning of a new semester of life where the one my heart needs has shifted to a remote location. i've ( Read more... )

hm, so. school is starting again and i'm not joining the line to classes and dorm life. how weird for me ( Read more... )

i turned in my senior project today. and the feeling of relief I felt was nice, for a minute. but then i had a new thought: what if i don't get at least a C? What if i have to do it again ( Read more... )

as a project, i'm taking the bulk of my LJ archive and analyzing the character revealed in the entries. i was explaining this to alex, and i insisted that the person/character revealed would be me, yes, of course, but would also NOT be me. that is, the picture wouldn't be complete to the extent of who i am. who i've chosen to reveal in LJ is a bit ( Read more... )

sugar, we're going down swinging.