Um for everyone who considers the fact i took them off my friends page a insult, well im sorry but i didnt do it to be a jerk it was just simply because im closing the journal. yea so sorry

THIS JOURNAL IS DONE

i do what i do for my own reasons. I always have a reason and i always stay with that decision. Things change in peoples lives, but i dont want high school to be one of them. Oh well ::sigh:: it looks like we gotta move on. It just makes me think, ive been living with these people my whole life and now I gotta move out, i never though it but im ( Read more... )

snow sucks, no one to talk to since lauren is gone but ill live, its boring, i cant go out 2morrow cuz of the snow and i need clothing!!!! agh!!!! i need to quit smoking and did i mention i hate snow...im tired to write anything deep now being as if there is nothing to write about. peace out cub scouts

that little weasel and her?! omg that is nasty...lauren i am mad at you....oh well...yea so today was ok, forgot my bookbag and still didnt fix my tires. Tina bambina is soooooooo hott and i think i got somewhat of a chance with her but i need someone soon, seriously, ;) so lauren is goin to canada for a week i think im gonna go nuts. Julie is ( Read more... )

I trage grosse Hosen zu grossen Parties und alle denken ich bin cool

well today i tried to get a fuckin hair cut and joey has to go first cuz hes a big baby and right after his cut sebiks blade breaks...im like fuck!!!!! eh its ok....so yea im all good now...one week is gone and so is all that melodrama in my head ....im good and thats what matters, i cant believe alex fuckin was such a idiot he let someone who ( Read more... )

until this situation is resolved you my friend are suspended until further notice. when things get better and i know they will youll be back but until then your getting me into more trouble than good!

im somewhat different tonite. I know things are going to change fast but im more accepting. She told me some things that shocked me. I thought she didnt care, i hoped she would, i guess she does. I just want things to go back to the way they were. I want a friend back. What happened to our jokes and our late night chats to 3:30Am? are they gone? is ( Read more... )

My friends, This milestone is the end of many things in my life and the beginning of a few new ones. I suppose i gave it a go and gave 100% of what i had, i just thought it would be so perfect, i thought i could do it, i thought i could make gold out of these dreams, but i thought wrong. This is the end of this, no more of that and no more openness ( Read more... )

so i look at something that used to make things seem better than dreams but now i see something else and feel something else. I dont smile or laugh or even smirk but see the failure of my ambitions in front of me. The thing that i would sell all of the bounties of the world for has lost its appeal so much that i feel nothing but apathy. Like the ( Read more... )