So i woke up this morning to the sound of my mother on a rampage...i left the tv on last night...oops...sorry..i didnt mean to...i really thought i turned it off...ohh well...so now i have a headache and i stormed out the house without eating or grabbing my lunch so im starving ( Read more... )

i feel locked up in this asylumn we call school. Its like 3 more months of meaningless jabbering and drama. My relationships are always so fucked up. Nicholas and i are over...thank the lord...he is RIDICULOUS!! more ridiculous than any guy ive dated in the past year. I just wish that he would come to his senses. Its like i can see this person ( Read more... )

So everything seems to be going better now. Nick's parents agreed to just sign the papers to release Nick to his sister....yesssss....now we dont have to go through all this messy court business. And his parents let him come over yesterday for my family's thanksgiving. We all hung out for a while...mom had us peeling potatoes and stuff and then we ( Read more... )

So much has happened its ridiculous.....tried to throw Nick a birthday party but his parents are fucking evil so they told him he had to be home at 9 which didnt happen...it couldnt have...long story but they crashed his party and took him with them. My mom got in a huge argument with both of them and now im forbidden from seeing Nick at all. It ( Read more... )

WOW...i had the most amazing night...today was states and i kind of had an asthma attack and ended up coming in 2 minutes slower than i usually do but its okay...it isnt like i had a chance of placing anyways...It was my last meet but i cant control the weather....damn it was hot ( Read more... )

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ahh i dont have much time because i gotta start getting ready but i figured id put something in here for now. I am so happy its ridiculous...Nick and i have been hanging out a lot...but like...we have the most fun everytime we do. We went out to eat yesterday and we went to kidsburg again...and made out under the ship..haha..awhh but its so cute.. ( Read more... )

Ahh this week has been crazy...Outback has me working nonstop so im ridiculously tired all the time...but districts rolled around and guess what??!?! we placed 2nd!!! holy shit i know! and whats even better is i placed 4th in the district by myself with a time of 19:55!!!!!!!! right so when i saw 19 i pretty much flipped too. Soo off to regionals ( Read more... )

so tonight was homecoming at NK.....it was a blast...im not gunna lie this year was the most fun of all of them. I went solo and ended up dancing with practically everyone. I danced mostly with Courtney and the cross country guys...and a slow song with mike...not for long though....then later i grabbed Flo and had a rather hot dance with him (i ( Read more... )

Today started off terrible....mike doesnt pick up his damn phone and i needed a ride to school...so my mom had to take me and we argued the whole way there...BLAH...but then i got to school and everything was going fine for most of the day...5th period was a flirtfest for nick and i...i made him get all the lint off of my shirt with a piece of tape ( Read more... )