i am so upset...today was the biggest fucking waste of a day ever. I woke up early and michael's house and headed home to get ready to go to work on the set at school. It was fun, but it would have been better if James hadnt come. I am trying to tolerate him i promise, i really am. So i wasted a few hours at the school and then came back home and ( Read more... )

hmm so prom....fun night i must say. Spent all of yesterday doing things....errands and getting ready for it. There was a miscommunication with the bouteniers...but thats okay....i went to get my hair done but, i didnt really know what i wanted. My hairdresser had a hard time getting my hair all up but it ended up looking really good. So i got home ( Read more... )

i am at a stage in which anger takes hold of me easily.....i do not know why...i dont pretend to know why. I have been told that it could be a stage of grief for my father...which it could be i suppose, i mean, i hear other people who lost parents talking about their "angry stage"...most of whom lost their parents years back. Well it has only been ( Read more... )

how is it that even though my day can be perfect...my mom can turn it all around? I hate that i come to my room in tears every night because another failed attempt to a hug and a kiss goodnite. She tells me that im 16 so i dont understand...and that she has things to do...she insults my intelligence right in front of me and takes no intrest in ( Read more... )

baaaaad bad day.....we wont go into details ( Read more... )

so...the overall day was good...not great but good. I was in a good mood for the majority of the day mainly because is it me and michael's 5 month anniversary. I know i cant believe its been that long either ( Read more... )

nothing annoys me more lately than obsession....honestly...if u are obsessed i will probably have a short temper with you. Its just that, people let their love for one person run their life. I understand being in love.....i am....its awesome. But when someone regects you sometimes you just have to move on. You will meet many people in your life ( Read more... )

first day back from spring break and im a little relieved to be honest. It is a hassle always trying to find something fun to do! haha. Jillian got in trouble and we had an interesting talk in gym today. I have to say that today was overall a good day but it would have been better if i had gotten more sleep last night...which is the reason im ( Read more... )

everything is relative, everything is linked ( Read more... )

sigh....the past two days have been great....i am sorry about my last entry...i went through a slight breakdown monday night. Those happen sometimes....but i am alright now ( Read more... )