so its saturday...round 12:15....and im hungry..lol...i really want cheesesticks but michael said hed only bring them to me if they magically appeared in his arms. ahh ohh well...guess ill just sleep hungry...the thing is im not tired...why?? ohhh well because i fell asleep earlier....which sucks because theres no way im getting to sleep now and ( Read more... )

I have to say i have no complaints of the day and its contents (or lack there of)...today was as slack as a day can get and i think im feeling extra lazy because of it. Normally i have to wake up extra early on friday mornings for track...but we had this morning off because of our meet thursday (which we raped in) I had fun at that meet because ( Read more... )

i thought u should know......u piss me off sOOOO MUCH SOMETIMES!!!!!!! ARRRGGHHH

dont even talk to me....thought u were supposed to be there for me

every now and then i get to reading old journal entries...and i realize that i really miss the old days. I miss when me and micahel first met and when he first told me that he loved me. I miss when we were so passionate for each other that we were excited and spent time thinking of how to make a good impression the next time we went out. I miss ( Read more... )

so even if noone reads this thing i have to get this out. I really should stop reading other ppls livejournals because they tend to piss me off and then i feel terrible for being pissed b/c its really not my place in their thoughts. Im working on being more patient and compassionate but its really difficult for me. My compassion for ppl disappeared ( Read more... )

it is sad that noone writes in these things anymore.....now its MYSPACE! haha..ohh well...im writing in this neglected journal. ::sigh:: it was a truely exausting day...and quite worthless other than the fact that i made some money. I woke up in michael's room at 8 o clock this morning...it was a difficult night sleeping but i got through it. ( Read more... )

it's a feeling that you cannot miss ( Read more... )

leaving people in the dark is not accustomed to me.....so naturally im ready to tell u everything...haha.....well.....as much as i feel like typing ( Read more... )

i love surprises.....kuri got me a phone today :) WOOT! haha it is so cute....but i wont have it until saturday....ehh oh well :) happiness

i really wish i could have talked to you tonight....i love you....remember that