Starting my diet so I don't look like a fat ass for my wedding. I will officially be Mrs. Holman! Yay! Now time to starve... bahaha no really..no food. F FOOD

I love my cats. I started letting them go outside in the backyard. Butch likes to kill the little lizards and they both climb the tree. It's like a little safari in my backyard. It's amazing how animals can change your mood. I don't know what I'd do without them ( Read more... )

Why do I hate women? I mean, do I really hate women? Or do I just hate the fact almost every morning when I drive to work I have to hear some bimbo talk about her ass? Sex sells. I get it, but why can't I find a radio station that doesn't give a fuck about playboy, ass, boobs, and 18year olds.  It's just not sex though...Because even if I hear the ( Read more... )

My students just don't get it.  My 7th graders that is.  Out of the oldest group in the school, they show no signs of maturity.  My simple Hand Stories project they could barely handle.  It seems like they always turn to hearts and peace signs then have no idea what to write about for their story.  Or the lack of respect... If you paint, clean your ( Read more... )

crap, i just ate an egg salad sandwich. evil!

damn, i ate a lot of crackers. crackers, cereal, corn, fiber bar.  went running with romeo, but not too far. legs are so sore from running the other day, im glad though...no pain no gain! cmon 10 more lbs! i need to find more entertaining things to do. games never keep my attention anymore. maybe ill just rent movies,and go for run/walks. tomorrow ( Read more... )

today was not horrible..but it wasn't  great either.  i had corn, fiber bar, soup, and a couple bites of pizza. the soup was so salty i feel like a balloon right now. i would run around the block at least, but i tried doing billy blanks earlier and almost barfed up what i had ate earlier. anyway so i made this soup thinking it was going to be broth ( Read more... )

Ok, tomorrow is Monday and the first day of my fasting. I will do this. I have to do this! I need to lose 10lbs bad, once I lose it, i don't have a super hard time keeping it off. I did really horrible today, and ate things that should not have been in my presence. Oh well, I have 6 weeks to lose 10lbs, that's a long time. I can do this! YES I CAN

im making brownies, and i dont care..but im sure i will later.

caleb made it to arizona safe. thank god. ive been so stressed, and so has he. i hope things work out, and i hope i stop this emotional eating pattern, because it makes me feel disgusting in the end. only 6 weeks until i leave. i need to find a job down there asap. maybe i'll get lucky and get to at least be a teacher asssistant..that way i can ( Read more... )