still quite young

[mrsideburns]

...ok, i'm 23, and married. but i still want to act like a fricking teenager! So where is the line between being a mature adult and growing up. it's a pubescent phase that i missed out on as a man. i feel like i need to do some of these things in order to develope into whetever i will become. I still don't know who i am. I know i'm male. i know my

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[dreamer_of_seas]

hey...i got your msg...we could definetly talk, im me sometime on aim if you can...

Killercowboi

[mrsideburns]

um, i'm sorry i forgot. what message? please do remind me, i have a horrible memory
thanks!

"nobody likes you when your twenty three..."

[jordan23]

Dude I know how you feel. I felt that way too when I first started T back in 2001 (age 19) by my 2 year mark it sort of leveled off as my body adjusted to the injections.
For me surgery is also VERY important. Just had my hysto and I'm still get more surgeries. (Since my puppy been so sick might have to push surgery off 4-6 MORE months...maybe next year instead.) I worked two jobs over a summer to pay for my chest surgery...it was then I knew just how badly I NEED ANY surgery to complete myself. Any one will to bust balls for something REALLY NEEDS it. You must keep your head up and have faith. Your gonna be fine!

Jordan

Re: "nobody likes you when your twenty three..."

[mrsideburns]

thanks bro. im pushin' through as best i can right now.

Re: "nobody likes you when your twenty three..."

[jordan23]

Now that my puppy passed away yesterday and I spent about 1800 surgery will be on hold. *Sigh* Life sucks

[punkywashere]

hey I saw a post of yours in one of the forums I'm and came across you lj.
A lot of the things you've said echo how I've felt/feel.
Mind if I add you?

[mrsideburns]

feel free. it's cool with me.