first day in paris recap

the train ride bought a bottle of water and pringles, two bueno bars and downed it all in the first two hours. Sexy guy holds the door open for me as I go to the food car, I took it for what it was worth because he was making eyes at every girlies. Attendee is a dickhead, but I get what I ordered and that's good enough for ( Read more... )

unfiltered -

so realizing that i have no control will let me let go of the edits and image control i try to portray...all me all the time [deal]

losing interest in finding an interest...to be perfectly honest i just need an ego boost from time to time but really what's the point a jagged little puzzle piece that really doesn't want to fit into anywhere anyway ( Read more... )

gotta say that sometimes the grass is really greener on the other side. why would you do something that you don't like to do in hopes that it will make you feel better...what sense does that really make? I'm angry with you for asking me to go in the first place if you were just going to uninvite me and in an oh so whatever manner. and then have me ( Read more... )

I'd like to invite him over and listen to to wye oak and let the...music do the talking::

but i won't :/

let's just say the person and the persona don't mirror one another...

when idealistic notions become a reason to turn irrational ideas into reality...the outcome can/will become hellish I'm not sure why he can't grasp this... ten million different ways to say what i mean and no logical connection just a plot that will end is disastersoul,sole,

I'm not sure why I resist writing and doing things that are going to help my future...tis silly ( Read more... )

but i feel sleepy and tired and somewhat shitty.

my brain needs the flux capacitor: it feels like it is working so slowly lately.=(

I'm tired, but happy...this week is looking kinda of empty without money, or hours I'm going to be hitting the gym and the bookstore HARD haha

smart and fit what a lovely combo!

got smashed with my buds last night and pulled an all-nighter. made out with a friend of a friend, and we left each other with nice little whore stains on each other's neck as a parting gift. gotta go to a meeting at noon and oh yes a wedding at 5 ( Read more... )