I'm having major body-image issues that are resulting in hermit-like social interactions AND i hate it ( Read more... )

that people can lie to your face.

Happy hour which was supposed to be a beer or two at the frog ended up being a whole night complete with losing my purse, ending up at a friends house without my purse or car...then walking down flamingo at midnight to get my purse, getting picked up and driven to my purse..then car and then graveyard specials at The M and a trip to a park in ( Read more... )

I can't sleep right now and I'm sure it's because welll.....i'm not sure otherwise id be passedd out by now...but I hope this is all an irrational thought process that is making me nutso right now.

I'm really freaking out.

Not sure if I'm good at being with or, for that fact, without someone.

really not feeling too good right now.

Yesterday my prof. caught me in between classes and told me that part of a larger group project needed to be fixed.  I called the person that had been the last one working on that porion.  I called her twice and text messaged her.  Then I forgot about it because I had a final, a paper and work to handle.  Said person didn't response to me, and ( Read more... )

BLAH!
surprise party.

weird.

I am just sad. I can't put my finger on it...it just feels like the more i try to recover the sadder i get.

I don't know what wrong...and that's just making it worse.

I have so much going on right now I can't take a break to make it better either...i'm not sure what to do from this point...

TIRED

[this wind is a bitch] my insides match the weather, with so much shit flying around in my head.

I'm not sure what I really, truly need anymore...or what direction I'm headed in right now.

pretty much I'm all topsy-turvy.