i find it appropriate that my first day away from my husband was MayDay, May 1. so now i have been at my sisters for a month and been visited by my parents and am feeling a little stronger and have actually not cried for four days, in a row ( Read more... )

know what you know is intelligence, know what you do not know is wisdom, understanding the difference is experience ..

him: i would like to talk to you .. about us ( Read more... )

my horoscope today says this ( Read more... )

so my big brother has invited me to stay with him for a bit to recover my head and my heart and hopefully my checkbook. ideally, i would like to be able to pay off my debt to my parents and then take care of all the straggling bills in collection so i can start fresh with no debt .. that would be a first !! i am really looking forward to spending ( Read more... )

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i re-read my journals from 1999 forward last night - its amazing what you can see about yourself in retrospect that wasnt so obvious when it was happening. i found myself a little shocked and even more sure that while i may always be in love with my husband, the right thing for me is to be on my own. i havent ever denied how selfish a girl i am, ( Read more... )

http://www.disappearedinamerica.org/

i realized today with a start that i forgot my father's birthday saturday - big ooops .. its one of the few days a year i actually call him and i totally forgot .. is it alright to say, sorry i am being a totally absorbed selfish bitch right now - you'll have another birthday next year, i'll remember that one, ok? not cool ( Read more... )

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